Life with the Master Hua

On the surface life with Master Hua may seem difficult because most of his left home
disciples ate once a day and slept sitting up, as did the Master. Also, the day began at 3:40
AM and ended at 10 PM, constant meditation, ceremonies and work. I fasted twice over a
month, and once over two months, on only 12 ounces of water a day, as did others, all as an
offering for world peace. I vowed to never handle money, and kept it for ten years. Some kept
vows of silence; all engaged in extreme discipline. But, the real work was keeping up with
the Master's constant effort to make us grow inwardly and attain realization. He had
tremendous spiritual penetrations and compassionately used them to peer into his disciples'
minds, undermine their clinging and attachment, and root them out. This is what many
found unbearable; few could take it; most left.  But, those that put forth the extra effort
could take it, and grew.
I contemplate all the world as equal, without this or that
and without thought of love or hate
I have no greed or attachment
or limitations or obstacles
Constantly, for everyone, I speak the Dharma equally
Equally for one as I would for a multitude
I constantly expound and spread the dharma
and have no other work
coming, arising, sitting, or standing
I never grow weary
filling the entire world
with the moisture of the Universal Rain